pulling me up from the ground...

what i opened my email account to find from my BFF:

are you still there?

i'm guessing you went home early.

i'm glad.

i hope you go to yoga

and then go home and lie on the floor

if i was there, i would go to yoga with you

and then go home and watch "waiting for guffman" with you

and i would rub your feet

and we would paint each other's nails

and then i would stay at your house

and eventually it would start to smell like me (stinky)

and not so much like him

i will wait with you, best friend.

i will always wait with you.

i will never leave you.

i love you.

even in the deepest darkness that is consuming me right now, her light shines so freaking bright.

i love you, too best friend.